Out of the Gutter Art

Outrageous Bipolar Expressions

Category: metamorphosis, artist, love, change, recovery, rebirth

  • I have to get the mix just right: a smidgen of anxiety, a pinch of hunger, a good dose of caffeine and just about 48 hours without sleep and *BAM*! The NY creative lightning strikes! Tonight was the night, today was the day, cleaning off my museum pieces with fine brushes, repairing and sprucing up…

  • Yellow Belly.

    …Random Words, Targeted Pain….Red, Yellow, Green and Brown Pain…White Pain…My Pain…

  • FAIL…SAFE?

    “…a drive to put what is playing on my internal projector out into the real world, for others to see…”

  • Starting Over, Over Again

    “… can you see me going mad in here?…”

  • Over the Humpty-Dump

    Oh, the fun of a downward spiral…After a week or two of just mind blowing energy and creativity, comes the inevitable crash. This time it was about a week of doldrums, pain, negativity and actual physical illness, all of which I attribute to this illness called Bipolar Disorder. The worst part of a depressive episode,…

  • “Party Girl”
  • …seems to be less like a monkey…more like a huge Brahma that has lain down, groaning and farting…

  • The Door is Wide Open

    There are ideas percolating just beneath the surface of my consciousness. They are not fully fleshed out but the juices are flowing and I feel “on the verge” of a breakout work. What is a ‘breakout work’ you ask? Well, I’m asking too, and I believe there is a new direction coming. I have been…