Where is Captain Jack?
“…maybe all artists…go thru periods of feast followed by famine…”
Category: Bipolar Disorder
AWAY…
There are months when I sail along. Then there was April. Ouch. Bipolar Disorder has a whole bag of tricks it can put to use on me, it used all … Continue reading AWAY…
The Healing
and The “Salvator” Mommy . (And THE LAVENDER CAT!) Being still is very difficult for me mentally. Having a racing mind is the natural state of being for me, anything … Continue reading The Healing
Will You Forgive Me?
“I will flay myself alive…peeling off each layer to offer up to the powers that be…”
A GREAT Motivator…
“…I’ll look outside for a hippo to wrestle…”
Many Moons: A New One Rises
“I am NOT giving up, I am not going anywhere, and I’m certainly NOT GOING QUIETLY!”
How Do I Always Get Here…How Do I Leave?
“one project done, the next begun: all clarity-no haze…”
Fear of Falling (failing?)
“…I will ride this one out today…”
thinking aloud
…Pain colored my world…bright white…searing…
Painting My Heart Out
Woo Hoo ! I am an artist WHIRLWIND again! Hang on, cause art is flowing out of me in a torrent, and I need more hands. I am happy to … Continue reading Painting My Heart Out
The Hurrier I Go…
THE BEHINDER I GET How true, how true that Pennsylvania Dutch saying is. I squander my art endeavors, rushing from this deadline to that, frazzled, befuddled and unsatisfied. That may … Continue reading The Hurrier I Go…
The Big Show
One just can’t help getting one’s hopes up when entering shows. You read the call, you think “Wow! Piece of Cake! That’s exactly the kind of art I do anyway!” … Continue reading The Big Show
IN the Mirror
recognizing my BIPOLAR self image I’m in “Wonderland” right now. Been here for a week or so. Time seems to be inching by, my head too heavy to lift off … Continue reading IN the Mirror
Birds of Paradise
“…running to the window, still asleep, she fell thru the glass with a crash…”
GRINDING AWAY
‘Progress, not perfection.’ Who said that? I hate you, whoever you are. Because I…WANT…PERFECTION! The Earth keeps spinning on it’s Axis, and my mind keeps spinning like a mouse wheel. … Continue reading GRINDING AWAY
SUSAN TODD MARTIN 