Category: Denial
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The Journey, a Debut Art Video
3–5 minutes·
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art, Art Collectors, Artistic Excellence, Best, Bipolar Art, Bipolar Disorder, Cancer, career, caregiving, Childhood sexual abuse, Chronic Depression, clean, Confidence!, Creativity, death, Denial, digital art, disability, dreams, faith, Flashbacks, full moon, photograph, pictures, digital photo art, custom art, learning , new ways to create, layout, publish, expand , giving, talent,into the new, outofthegutterart.com, garden Photography, gift, God, gratitude, grief, Handicapped, Hope, hospice, identity, Injustice, insomnia, Jehovah God, Joy, love, Mania, mental illness, metamorphosis, artist, love, change, recovery, rebirth, Mixed Media, mothers, pain, painting, Photography, poems, promises, Psychiatrist, PTSD, re-purposed, Recovery, Healing, repentance, Resurrection, Serenity, Sex abuse, sexual assault, sobriety, Success, Teaching, Therapy, treasures, Uncategorized, Vigil. This project was a couple years in the making for me, and was born from the bottomless grief I was dealing with then. As caregiver to both of my parents after a 23 year-long active addiction, and after a devestating breakup of my marriage when my ex went to Federal Prison, I was…
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Keep Your Head…and Mine Too
2–3 minutes·
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art, Art Collectors, Artistic Excellence, Best, Bipolar Art, Bipolar Disorder, career, cats, Childhood sexual abuse, Chronic Depression, clean, Confidence!, Covid19, Creativity, death, Denial, digital art, dreams, Employment, Excellence, faith, Finances, full moon, photograph, pictures, digital photo art, custom art, learning , new ways to create, layout, publish, expand , giving, talent,into the new, outofthegutterart.com, garden art, garden Photography, gift, gratitude, grief, Handicapped, HighFinance, Hope, identity, identity theft, Injustice, Investing in Art, Job, Joy, learning, love, Making Money, Mania, Master, mental illness, metamorphosis, artist, love, change, recovery, rebirth, Mixed Media, pain, painting, Photography, poems, promises, Psychiatrist, PTSD, Recovery, Healing, recycled art, Saving Money, sobriety, Success, Therapy, treasures…crack a smile or frown a frown…about the wonderful gift of creativity!
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Am I a Brave Artist?
2–3 minutes·
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art, Art Collectors, Artistic Excellence, Best, Bipolar Art, Bipolar Disorder, career, Childhood sexual abuse, Chronic Depression, clean, Confidence!, Creativity, Denial, disability, dreams, Employment, Excellence, faith, Finances, Flashbacks, garden art, gift, gratitude, Handicapped, Hope, identity, Injustice, Investing in Art, Job, Joy, learning, Making Money, Mania, Master, Mixed Media, moving day, moving on, pain, painting, Photography, poems, promises, Psychiatrist, PTSD, re-purposed, Recovery, Healing, recycled, recycled art, repurposed, Saving Money, Success, Teaching, Therapy, Top, treasures, UncategorizedI must push myself to new heights. I want to. I am still th
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I Don’t Feel Very Good.
2–3 minutes·
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art, Art Collectors, Artistic Excellence, Best, Bipolar Art, Bipolar Disorder, Confidence!, Creativity, Denial, digital art, disability, Employment, Excellence, faith, garden art, gift, Hope, identity, insomnia, love, Mania, mental illness, Mixed Media, moving day, moving on, out of the gutter, pain, painting, Photography, promises, Psychiatrist, PTSD, Real Life, Recovery, Healing, recycled, recycled art, Saving Money, Sex abuse, Success, treasures, VigilCan you dig it? I am sure most all of you can, gentle readers. You can probably deduce from my latest posts that my creative powers seem rather discombobulated. I would have to agree with you. The “SITUATION” certainly has a dampening effect on my spirit; whereas I used to force myself to get…
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Feeling at War with Myself
1–2 minutes·
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art, Bipolar Art, Bipolar Disorder, Childhood sexual abuse, Chronic Depression, Denial, disability, Flashbacks, gratitude, grief, Handicapped, identity, insomnia, mental illness, metamorphosis, artist, love, change, recovery, rebirth, mothers, out of the gutter, pain, painting, promises, Psychiatrist, PTSD, re-purposed, Real Life, Recovery, Healing, Sex abuse, sexual assault, Shame and Guilt, shih-tzus, sobriety, TherapyI have been languishing here, letting myself fall off the edge of sanity for a while. Is it physical?emotional?spiritual? No, not spiritual, for I feel close to my Creator. I just feel diminished, somehow, like my life’s blood has been watered down. Perhaps when the rainy season ends I will blossom again. Till then, my…
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We’re All Innocent by Susan T. Martin
1–2 minutes·
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acrylic, art, Bipolar Disorder, Childhood sexual abuse, Creativity, death, Denial, faith, Flashbacks, gift, gratitude, grief, Hope, Injustice, insomnia, love, mental illness, metamorphosis, artist, love, change, recovery, rebirth, mothers, out of the gutter, pain, painting, promises, PTSD, re-purposed, Real Life, recycled, Sex abuse, sexual assault, Shame and Guilt, sobriety, Therapy, treasuresThis painting is Mixed Media on Canvas, 24″x 36″ signed and unframed. It is the culmination of months of work and thought, and is now, finally, at a stage I can call finished. I think we have spoken to one another long enough, now I will let it speak to you. There are many ways…
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RILEY the Elegant Elephant
1–2 minutes·
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art, Art Collectors, Artistic Excellence, Assemblage, Best, Bipolar Art, Bipolar Disorder, Childhood sexual abuse, Chronic Depression, clean, Confidence!, Creativity, death, Denial, digital art, disability, Employment, Excellence, faith, Finances, Flashbacks, Found Objects, garden art, garden Photography, gift, God, gratitude, grief, Handicapped, Hope, identity, Injustice, insomnia, Investing in Art, Joy, learning, love, Making Money, Mania, Master, Mixed Media, mothers, moving day, moving on, out of the gutter, pain, painting, Photography, poems, promises, Psychiatrist, PTSD, re-purposed, Real Life, Recovery, Healing, recycled, recycled art, repurposed, Retirement,, Saving Money, Serenity, sexual assault, Shame and Guilt, shih-tzus, sobriety, Success, Teaching, Therapy, Top, UncategorizedAn update on our dear friend Riley!
Out of the Gutter Art 
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