With a Side of Self-Loathing

But I try, and I try... Oh LORD, I'm feeling sorry for myself again. At least that side of me is: the squirming, deprecating side. The me that never gets too happy or too encouraged, because she knows, we all know, that the other shoe will drop.    It is a rodeo, and you areContinue reading "With a Side of Self-Loathing"

Back to the Story:

IT'S HOT, I'M TIRED..    Night fell, and we were ready by Burt's golden chariot. What an amazing vehicle it was. Huge, glistening, bearing his name proudly on the door in script as the owner/operator. This was no drugged-out short-timer. No, Mr. Burt was the real deal, hauling real steel. A true gentleman, he helpedContinue reading "Back to the Story:"

I’m Stuck, I mean, REALLY STUCK!

   I have a problem. I really don't know what to call it this time. In the past, it's been depression, a low spell, the opposite of a manic episode. And usually, every other time, it has passed. A new day will dawn, and things will be different.    Well, I'm waiting...and waiting...and STILL waiting.Continue reading "I’m Stuck, I mean, REALLY STUCK!"