I used to feel such spontaneity when I used this site. I was able to let out all my angst, the ups and downs of life: just let it float. … Continue reading
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Knowing I’m a Rabbit…
…Doesn’t Keep Me from Running… …Or Digging Burrows… I thought that I could escape the pitfalls of being Bipolar if I could recognize the phases. That I could help others … Continue reading Knowing I’m a Rabbit…
Artist, Paint thyself Well Again…
“I’m climbing out, reaching out…climbing back on that wild-eyed pony…”
Positively Unwell
Survival of the fittest, the wittiest, the cutest, the toughest. Makes me feel like dancing…scratch that. Makes me feel like puking. PUKING. I MAKE MYSELF sad. Torn. Little tattered pieces … Continue reading Positively Unwell
Where is Captain Jack?
“…maybe all artists…go thru periods of feast followed by famine…”
AWAY…
There are months when I sail along. Then there was April. Ouch. Bipolar Disorder has a whole bag of tricks it can put to use on me, it used all … Continue reading AWAY…
The Healing
and The “Salvator” Mommy . (And THE LAVENDER CAT!) Being still is very difficult for me mentally. Having a racing mind is the natural state of being for me, anything … Continue reading The Healing
Peeping Out
“Hold on for dear life my friend.”
Into the Abyss
Head over Heels, Over the Edge>>>>>> Have you missed me? I’m starting to miss myself right about now… It’s a fine time to leave me, Susan Todd. Just when things … Continue reading Into the Abyss
Round One: Let the Game Begin!
“…walking into the sunlight of my artistic future!”
Will You Forgive Me?
“I will flay myself alive…peeling off each layer to offer up to the powers that be…”
A GREAT Motivator…
“…I’ll look outside for a hippo to wrestle…”
Emerging from My Shell!
I didn’t know I was still hiding!! I am so grateful today to be feeling good. It has been so long ! I’ve been running to catch up with where … Continue reading Emerging from My Shell!
An Artist’s Realization:
“My dreams are NOT dead!…”
What it all Means
Seeking Deeper Meaning in my life, thru my Art: I’m faced with this question. Making a statement about my art, who I am as an artist. What do I want … Continue reading What it all Means
SUSAN TODD MARTIN 