We Lost Her

“Where I was Found is Where I Remain, a Scar on the Ground in The Land of Lost Names”©STMartin2022 ***Trigger Warning* This post contains adult subject matter such as mental illness and loss of life by one’s own hand*** ANOTHER FRIEND GONE: She is young, strong and beautiful. A gymnast, so good that she teachesContinueContinue reading “We Lost Her”

Tentacle Memories

“The Land of Lost Names”©SusanToddMartin2022($1800.00)    Slinking out, an arm entwines/ while in my head a dream unwinds /My vision blurs as visions come/ I feel speech slide off my tongue/ It floats away unheard, unread/ I swim out further, the sea my bed. “Drowning With Her Baggage”©SusanToddMartin2023($290.00) Octo-eel emeralds, such glistening fish/ you filetContinueContinue reading “Tentacle Memories”

The Healing

and The “Salvator” Mommy . (And THE LAVENDER CAT!) Being still is very difficult for me mentally. Having a racing mind is the natural state of being for me, anything else is alien and uncomfortable. If I’m flitting about inside I can leap away from my disturbing thoughts as soon as they appear- it’s aContinueContinue reading “The Healing”

Chicken? or Pig? Just Flesh, please…

“…that half smile and nod…while their eyes glaze over…like my very words are getting dirt on them…”

“INSIDE VOICE” a New Series of Works

“…look into this inner world and I promise I will use my “INSIDE VOICE”.

LANDFALL(In the Garden of my Father)

…see what this work has gone thru on it’s journey to fruition…

The Journey, a Debut Art Video

  .  This project was a couple years in the making for me, and was born from the bottomless grief I was dealing with then. As caregiver to both of my parents after a 23 year-long active addiction, and after a devestating breakup of my marriage when my ex went to Federal Prison, I wasContinueContinue reading “The Journey, a Debut Art Video”